Tag Archives: I hate my alcoholic husband

Proving I Am Crazy

I once read a definition of insanity as “Doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.” I have to admit I am insane. Why do I try to communicate with my husband in a healthy manner when … Continue reading

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41 Days into Separation…Life is Good

It has been 41 days since my husband and I lived under the same roof. I have been using that time to figure out who I am, who I want to be, and what boundaries I feel comfortable setting and … Continue reading

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Booze or Sex…two guesses as to which he would choose…

So earlier he asked me to buy him some beer, and I refused. I had made my viewpoint clear on whether I would buy him alcohol or not–and the answer was always NO. Fast forward 8 hours…I asked him if … Continue reading

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Al-Anon is my Best Friend

I am the consummate alcoholic’s wife. I have continued, time after time, to make excuses, to accept the lies to set and extend deadlines for giving up. And here I am still, still married. Our 15 year anniversary is coming … Continue reading

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We May be on Our Way…

I don’t know if it is real or not, but we may be on our way to divorce/separation. I think this time he agreed. Too bad I do not know…things are always so grey…

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Meet the Dumbest Person in the World…ME

Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. Seriously fuck. Somehow I let him do it again…or I did it again. I really started believing that I was way off base with my accusations of his drinking. Tonight was the same … Continue reading

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Just Who Here has the Problem?

Since I’m posting on a more regular basis than I do just about anything else, I’ve started to see exactly how psychotic I’ve become. Today, for instance, I gently confronted my husband. We were in the parking lot after a shopping … Continue reading

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The Sweet Smell of Stale Liquor

Stale liquor has a pretty distinctive smell. A smell that was exuding from my husband this afternoon  when I got home. What day is it? May 16th… Ten more days until graduation.  Since I’ve started this blog I’ve had several moments … Continue reading

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Waiting for the Afternoon

It is late in the afternoon and my husband hasn’t called me once. This generally indicates a guilty conscience and/or the fact that he already started drinking. We’ll see when I get home. Can’t wait.

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Really??? I Mean, REALLY?!?!?

Just got home; I worked about 45 minutes late. He’s been drinking I can tell; the look is in his eyes. I am so infuriated I can’t even describe it. Fucking RIDICULOUS. So tired of this. Please just let me … Continue reading

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